I looked into your eyes and all I saw was anger...you looked so upset. I'v seen you mad before but you looked at me like I was just some old friend you couldn't wait to get rid of. Is that true? What do I do now...i'v put everything into this relationship. I want both of my best friends back so I can cry to them but one of them I haven't even talked to in weeks and the other...he's too busy with his own life. I'm glad I have at least ONE person that won't judge me and will talk to me about anything with out taking sides. I'm thankful for that. I need that. But I can't stop crying. I don't know what you're thinking, or why. I wish I knew. This is all so hard to deal with especially with the fact that we have a a little situation we could be dealing with. I hope we don't...time will tell, I guess. Lately all we have been doing is arguing and fighting ABOUT EVERYTHING. This time it's not even me who started the argument. Maybe, maybe, this IS the end. It's not like I want it to be but...I guess everything must come to an end and there isn't much else I can do but move on, right? I really don't want to. We both put so much into this relationship. I don't want to just drop it, like nothing.
I guess, I really don't have much choice though, huh?
Everything has an end.
ReplyDeleteNo matter what.
It's hard.
But it's the truth.