I am now constantly asking myself what I did wrong...what did I do this time? Am I really someone that is so hard to trust? I don't think I am. I think I've actually been doing pretty good at telling the truth lately but I feel like I have to hold so much back or if I do tell you you get upset because it's not something you want to hear. I don't know, you know? It's like, I want to to just end it and have all the hurt be over with but than again iSome times you can't just let go of the best thing you've ever had with out a fight. I've never had a relationship like this, a teenage dream. You're my teenage dream. We fight and want to kick each other in the face, sometimes, but through all that we still are together.
I don't know how long this will last or IF it will last but I like the roller coaster we've been on so far. It's been the best yet. It's always going to be hard and we won't know what to do but that will be the interesting part of the whole story.
<3 ,
Your babygirl
I understand the roller coaster effect. Wanting to punch them in the face but at the same time want to hold their hand and smile. Love hurts. And I still don't know if it's worth it.
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