GO AWAY ALREADY! >:P

I don't know where else i'm supposed to start. I was having such a quiet, nice day. Maybe I should just start at the beginning.
I was walking through the forum on my way to SSR. (Yes I am classified as a senior but with me dropping out 3 times I have to still do an extra year. Anyways back to the story:) and I could have sworn that I saw you with your bleach blonde spikey hair walk right in front of me. No, i'm wrong. You don't even go to school here anymore. You graduated last year. Why are you here? But that's just like you to show up when my life is going good and i'm all fine and whatever. You always show up. Man, I don't know. I don't even want to process that. I am such a drama queen, I know. But I had a dream of you. We lived together again and for some reason we stayed the night at my sister's house. It's stupid, I know, but you were my best friend. I never thought you, Jordy, and I wouldn't be able to talk and hang out. Man, I really miss those days. THIS is why I don't like seeing you. I got used to seeing Jordy because we go to the same school and he's a good kid. He didn't blame anything on me. HE was going to take the blame. But you, you wanted he and I to take all the blame while you went scott free off to college. Do you think that's okay? Really? I don't! I don't think it's in any way, shape, or form okay. I just wish we all didn't do what we did.  You know? No, you probably don't. You're life doesn't sound like it's changed much at all. That's pretty shitty of you. My life was turned upside down but you got to live your life the exact way that you wanted to. Jordy even had his life change too. We did but you didn't. You're the big baby that wants everything your way or no way. I'm just done with feeling bad for you. But I wish I never had to see you again. Seeing an old best friend is never fun, never. I hope the best for you. I'm not mean enough to say I hate you and hope your life turns out the way mine had. I would never wish that on anyone. Ha. Well, I hope you know how much I wish I never met you.