Gotye - Somebody That I Used To Know (feat. Kimbra) - official video

So i've been hearing this song on the radio when i'm at home and I couldn't help but fall in love with it! Now I am constantly listening to it. I guess, eventually I will get tired of listening to it all the time but until than...SOMEBODY THAT I USED TO KNOW BY GOTYE AND KIMBRA IS MY FAVORITE SONG. :)

Oscillating Techno Bida

Yes, so yesterday my boyfriend and I skipped church and youth group, the first time in A LONG time, and went to visit his sisters Jodi and Jessica in Sioux City. A very much needed vacation. We spend the day fixing Jessica's car door, cleaning her dishes and going to eat House of Q(If you haven't been there you should: AMAZING FOOD) But yeah than we went to the park and played around while hearing little 12 year olds talk dirty. BLECHH!

But over all it was a very much needed and exciting day. :)

Just thought I should share this.

Nobody's Perfect

I wish people would realize that some times. No. One. Is. Perfect.
I don't know how else to say it besides this. People, so many people, seem to think when I screw up that it's the end of the world or in some cases they knew it would always happen. I don't know. I'm not depressed but it just gets on my nerves. I don't live for anyone else, just me. So I mess up and make mistakes that doesn't make me a terrible person and it doesn't mean you have to point out my every flaw, every time I make one. It hurts and I hate it. How can someone who is supposed to be my best friend, mother, sister, anyone, hurt me so much? i don't get it. I really don't.
I don't do that to you so why do I get treated like this? I don't like it. And I am going to keep saying this until you realize I DON"T NEED TO BE TREATED LIKE THIS. I'm only human.

4 day weekend

For my four day weekend from school I spent the majority of my time awake. I hardly got any sleep BUT there were positives for just about every negative. (:
Negative

• My sister got sick so I had to leave LeeAnn's early
• My sister spent just about 3 days in the hospital
• I got about 8 hours of sleep
• It went from sunny to rainy
• I saw an ex best friend of mine that...is a jerk off.
• I still miss that ex best friend even after every thing.
• I woke up late this morning and i'm wearing what I slept in. xp
• My sister is still sick.

Positive

• My boyfriend gave me a promise ring BUT my family says it's basically just an engagement ring. :)
• Church-play lock in went pretty great
• My team won two times playing pictionary.
• I am now in the "wolf pack" with teh guys. Lol
• My sister got to come home
• My sister bought me a new pink and black mini dress that I will wear for my birthday.
• In 8 months and two days I will be 20
• In 8 months and two days Jason and I will have been together for 1 year exact. ^_^

so i'm sure I could think of more positives but i'll just keep at this much so it seems more even.

But only sometimes..

I saw two of my ex best friends last. It was the first time in almost 9 months that we were in the same room together. I don't know what to say. I didn't know what to say. I guess, sometimes I wish that things were the same but I remember how they turned out, and who showed their real colors. I know, well, I hope that I can still remain friends with them after every thing is said and done BUT not every thing works out the way you hope it will. But, once again, sometimes I only wish to see you again, and talk to you, with out my fists in a ball and biting my tongue so I won't say anything ridiculous. I did a pretty good job last night. I do give myself that much credit. But sometimes I really wish you wouldn't have been my best friend. I know too much about you. It's hard to forget you. This probably sounds ridiculous already BUT sometimes the most ridiculous things said are the things we're afraid to speak.

How I feel for you.

Cold as ice
And more bitter than a December
Winter night
That's how I treated you
And I know that I
I sometimes tend to lose my temper
And I cross the line
Yeah, that's the truth

I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could neverLeave your side
No matter what I say

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now,
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

All along
I tried to pretend it didn't matter
If I was alone
But deep down I know
If you were gone
For even a day I wouldn't know which way to turn
Cause I'm lost without you.


I know it gets hard sometimes
But I could never

Leave your side
No matter what I say

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edgeIf I wanted to leave I would have left by now,
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself
I get kind of dark
Let it go too far
I can be obnoxious at times
But try and see my heart
Cause I need you need nowSo don't let me down
You're the only thing in this world I would die without

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me toKeep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by nowBut you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

Cause if I wanted to go I would have gone by now,
But I really need you near me to
Keep my mind off the edge
If I wanted to leave I would have left by now,
But you're the only one that knows me
Better than I know myself

I couldn't have said it better myself.

Better than I know myself by Adam Lambert