I saw your picture today..

I miss you.. I miss us..I miss our crappy little apartment and the stupid things we used to do to pass time..I don't know what to do. I feel like I haven't moved on. You were such a big part of my life. What do I do now? You were my best friend, my other half. I thought things would be better this way, and for a minute I convinced myself that they did, but I miss my old life. I don't miss the mistakes I made but I miss being the three musketeers with you and Codabear..than later on it changed to you, Jordy and I. Times change, I guess. It's weird though because I never thought i'd have to say good bye. Well, I didn't even get that chance. You were just gone. Both of you...I'm not saying i'll never move on and get new best friends because God knows that i've tried BUT I TRUSTED YOU and you both just seem to have let me down..pushed me aside. I guess, I should stop whining but I hope you know you've affected me in a way no one will ever understand. It's so hard for me to trust any one. I hope you found some one that will know every one of your flaws and accept you the way that I have, give every thing for you the way that I did and trust you as much as I did, because I really did. I do wish you the best of luck, all of you. I'm trying to move on with my life and figuring out that I can't trust just any one is the hardest trick to master. Thank you for making me so cautious with trust, with my heart.
                                                                                   Sincerely, the girl that chose to tell the truth